Love and Sleep

Love is plural; it carries much but holds to being all pure.

Sleep controls the resurrection of renewed energy to accomplish the soul's desires.

-A.C.E. Jaunty

"Love is, by far, my best emotion."

-ACE Jaunty

Just

I love things to be black & white

...even the late "I Love Lucy".

Just doesn't make sense to me

because I can't color well.

And photos...tell me more on the

black-white scale than all the pixels.

Say I don't want you to go

and that's all I should need for you to stay.

Tell me no and mean no.

Then say yes and mean yes.

No loops that repeat over and over

...because loops just go in circles

...no end point or answer.

Many argue about whether black is a color

and many argue whether white is a color

Right now neither matters because I don't want to argue

Pigments and coloring agents just causes confusions

My black and my white are like my north and my south--polar opposites.

The other colors in the middle I don't care about

I tell you I want you and I mean I want you

I tell you I hate gambling and I mean I hate gambling

No reading between the lines

...it's all just black and white.

I make it easy; you don't have to guess.

This is not crayola; I only have two crayons.

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STEP

You see I only understand
chivalry and actions
We talking ‘bout the old school gentleman
That’s what I’m really really after
Words are words that don’t mean shit
My bones may break by sticks and stones
You can say whatever you feel
Or even say what you want

But ya gotta…
Step up, step in
Or step out my life
Cuz yo ways are lame
And just won’t suffice

Yeah, I take care of me
I work hard day and night don’t you see
Cuz I was raised powerful
To be a wife and not some random ass ho
Step yo game up if you coming out to play
And I’m not talking ‘bout paying to play
I need an even stronger man
Who backs his words with his actions

you gotta…
Step up, step in
Or step out my life
Cuz yo ways are lame
And just won’t suffice

I’m a lust life kinda girl
Curious and risky
Each day –
my own adventure
But I love the simple things much more
That’s why I need you to take action
And if you don’t, farewell
I’ll just keep stepping with my life

Step up, step in, or step out
Step up, step in, or step out
Step up, step in, or step out

Step up, step in
Or step out my life
Cuz yo ways are lame
……
And just won’t suffice

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Peace

"Have peace my friend; you will need it in order to love."

A.T.M. (Attention To Me)

You got my going through withdrawal
Wanting you near me right now
Recalling the love chills that run through my veins just being near you
Reminiscing about the way your hands feel running all over my body
And the way your lips touch my lips

and the way my name sounds like a sweet melody
When you call me near

...but I need a 24/7 tip

Baby would you be my bank?
I need to get a loan
In need of 100 kisses and 50 hugs
With unlimited deposits
With free attention to me, calling you my ATM

Ooooo yes baby right there

Don’t worry baby
You know my credit history
And you know I’m good for it
I’ll pay my i-owe-you’s in full
I’ll even add interest times two
Giving you 200 kisses and 100 hugs
Just grant me this loan
Because you’re the only one that I can trust

The only one that I can bank on

Ooooo yes baby right there

And you know this is a great investment
An opportunity that doesn’t come around again
We’re talking more worthy than gems, diamonds, and precious metals
This is a priceless love venture
Love that even the Rule of 72 can’t explain
But I don’t have to talk baby
Because the assets...

they speak for themselves

Ooooo yes baby right there

Baby would you be my bank?
I need to get a loan
In need of 100 kisses and 50 hugs
With unlimited deposits
And free attention to me, calling you my ATM

Ooooo yes baby right there

My baby, I've been with you for years
And I'm not changing
I'm more than comfortable
With my amenities
I just need this special loan
'Cause we've been apart for far too long
I'm on a love spree venture right now
And I need a love loan

Baby would you be my bank?
I need to get a loan
In need of 100 kisses and 50 hugs
With unlimited deposits, mmh!
And free attention to me, calling you my ATM

Ooooo yes baby right there

(yall have got to hear the audio to this...coming soon)


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I AM only I AM

How would you describe evidence of things that just go right and work?

The solitude and best answer would simply be “success”.

That is what everybody keeps saying my life is. But I don’t see it that way at all. The only thing I do is just live. I know what I don’t want to do, I know what I don’t want to have, I know where I don’t want to be, and I know what I don’t believe in. I have no single thing I want to do, I have a massive collection of things that I want to do and I have no clue about exactly where I am going. I know that I want to do it all and I know who I am.

• I am confident when I know the subject at hand and self-conscious when I am in an environment I never knew, but I am confident in knowing how to engage myself in learning new things.


• I am adventurous in trying all types of activities in a variety of scenarios and I am afraid I’ll embarrass myself by failing horribly making people laugh and stare at me, but I push myself to do it anyway so I’ll know what it feels like to try something new.
  
• I am smart because I know how to apply myself and found the avenues to cultivate my brain, but I don’t know a lot about any one thing and I don’t consider myself intelligent only creative.
• I am slightly arrogant which makes my walk look stank and my persona seem unapproachable when I don’t smile but I’m that way because I’m afraid if I don’t someone will hurt me emotionally or invade my space without an open invitation.
  
• I am attractive with a jaunty flair that pulls visual attention, but I hate when people gawk because it makes me self-conscious and it makes me nervous that something may be wrong with my outfit.
• I am a gadabout who is addicted to traveling for cultural exploration and simply getting away from home but I do it more because there is no one at my home and when I’m not relaxing or mind searching I don’t want to be there.
  
• I am happy with every experience and memory because I don't regret anything that has ever happened to me good or bad, but I do cry when I get overwhelmed with emotions of confusion, loneliness, and sadness; it never solves anything but it makes me feel better.
  
• I am nice because I believe in karma and I want people to be nice to me, but I am not always in the mood to talk to everybody.
• I am talented in a variety of areas and can have my choice in doing any number of careers, but I don't love any of my talents.
  
• I am gifted in writing and designing but I give neither one exclusivity because I am afraid of what might not happen.
  
• I am loving in all types of relationships because I value people, but the lasting love God has buried in my soul longs for my mate.
  
• I am patient, after not being able to rush anything, it has made me start taking my time, but I fear time will not tick in my favor.
  
• I am spiritual in knowing there is an omnipresent Creator and the Bible serves as a great guide for life, but I am not religious.
  
• I am free in spirit, in soul, in life, in nature and in me which people term "deep" but I see it as not having tunnel vision and looking beyond what I can only touch.

I am only looking at who I am; I am not looking at the exceptions to what I am. I always try to jump into me. I am special; I am human; and I am only I am.

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Romance is Redundant

The title automatically sounds negative, but in reality let’s think about the statement for a minute. Redundant is performing an act unnecessarily repetitively and romance is to court or woo as in the aspect of love. This being the case, when romantic acts are constantly done it is redundant. One does not HAVE to be romantic; one chooses to be romantic with another individual (so we hope…no telling these days). Anyway, some people even hate romance and claim it to be an insane and unnecessary act. Einstein once said, “Insanity is doing the same thing and expecting different results.” I could never agree that love is insane because it just seems reasonable [sane] to me. If we invert Einstein’s definition we find the definition of sanity to mean “doing different things and expecting the same results.” Almost like taking a different route home everyday but still ending up at home. Romantic acts are never always the same, they are often different [or varied], but once you perform the act(s) you expect the same results which are appreciation from the one you adore and letting your love be known. Both of which are important to any stage of a love relationship. So because romance is redundant, you have to continually do it over and over again.
It keeps love fresh and exciting.
It keeps love growing.
It keeps love strong.
It keeps the love between two persons.
It keeps love from getting boring.
It keeps love fun.
It keeps love.
Growing up, I can remember countless times from my parents telling me things like “How many times do I have to tell you?!” or “I better not have to tell you again or I’m going to get my belt!!!!” It wasn’t that I was being disobedient (okay, maybe sometimes I was) but MOST OFTEN, I did forget that I was supposed to be doing something because I was getting carried away with the things that I wanted to do. I needed those shrilling screams and threats of getting a whooping to remember. Think of romance similarly as that situation. Not the threats and whooping part, but the part of forgetting. Yes, you know you love the person and the other person knows you love him/her but reminders are necessary. Sometimes, we get so busy in life and we forget to tell [or show] the one person we choose to share our life with our love …hence, ROMANCE. If we remember that romance is redundant and actively engage in romantic acts with our significant other, we make love important and refreshing. ♥


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What's your Goal Priority?

After I saw my uncle doing a wild jig that resulted in him throwing spirit fingers in the air over his head while jerking his head to and forth and alternatively lifting his legs similar to a leg raise exercise, I am positively without a shadow of a doubt know he called this dancing because he was all smiles and working up a tremendous sweat. Because of that dance, I cannot listen to Beyonce’s “Single Ladies” without doubling over and laughing until tears come because after 2 months the image of my uncle is still so clear in my head. But now, oh now, I have to steal a line that is no laughing matter…”if you liked it, then you shoulda put a ring on it.” Are you really gonna let it get that far that the past tense on this line becomes fruition? I gotta tell ya, definitions can help clear up a great deal of confusion. Patience is a virtue, BUT if you snooze…you can actually lose.

You see I totally understand working towards goals…personal, life, career, etc. But if you want to include someone else in any phase of any of these goals then at some point it is important to let that someone know the plan and the layout of goal priority. It’s only fair that these things get discussed. This way at least the two of you can align goal priority and it is not just one sided.

Let’s talk about GOAL PRIORITY because I believe in lasting love.


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Not of my heart, but of my soul

It’s hard to live from the soul’s verity. I’m tired of living my life lead by my soul. Seems when I do, it just doesn’t happen the way my soul said. I don’t want to think about my actions anymore. I wanna live . I wanna be high. Don’t wanna analyze. Don’t wanna think about how I feel. I just wanna live and do what feels good. I’m at a point of not wanting to wait. I wanna do it my way and my way doesn’t work. I feel like I’ve been patient long enough and I still can’t have who I want. I don’t want the world I want him.


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Right

Sigh
Never felt a love like this
A love so powerful
That no matter how sexy
The others
All I want is him
It's his touch
That makes my skin tingle
It's his voice
That makes me smile
It's the sight of his arrival
That brings joy to my eyes
It's only him
That quickens my breathing
To make my temperature rise,
Lips long for his kiss,
And my panties moist
I anticipate sleep
Just to dream of him
When he's not near


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Love Exposed

I've been writing our love story for a life time
I've been living it alone for 4 now
9 weighs carries wait
In this case it's years and it's over
Because now you know the whole story
So as I flip through the volumes of my words
And click through the chapters of our texts
I can't help but smile
'Cause our love's exposed
As clear as the dawn
You said it's dark and you been going through
Check it now, ours is as big as the sun
Everything we been through separately
Brings us to this moment
'Cause preparation is key
And I've never seen clearer
Now that our love's exposed
We can sing that crazy song
With lyrics too true
I love you; you love me
Yeah it's that time
Time for that final speech
"I'd like to thank...."
All those gents who lost me
'Cause that is when I found me
I no longer have to wish and dream
All I gotta do is continue to pray
Pray our tomorrow is better than our today
Pray our today is better than our yesterday
'Cause our love's exposed

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