Love and Sleep

Love is plural; it carries much but holds to being all pure.

Sleep controls the resurrection of renewed energy to accomplish the soul's desires.

-A.C.E. Jaunty

sex CD

Making love to someone else playing our sex CD

I’m with Martin, there’s a thin line babe

But mine is a no contest with love and bullshit

You can’t have it your way

But you betta believe I can be happy my way

I’m playing the only big Joker in the deck

To me there are no other contenders

I’ll vibe with his hands on my booty

Then his hands on my boobies

Cuz it’s sex therapy, lust and romance that this sex CD brings

Crazy calm, got my folk worried I’ma snap

But I’m happier knowing the truth

Then living in your lies

These songs express how I’m supposed to groove

And how I move when I’m in my new man’s hands.

You don’t have to be the one, he makes me feel great

Didn’t even have to practice our rhythm

We got it right on the first act

I just let go and get lost in the scent of sex engulfing the room

His body and his moves goes right along with the words on our sex CD

Making love to another man to our sex CD

Getting fucked by another man to our sex CD

Feenin’ for his body listening to our sex CD

This is all his now, no longer yours

But I still gotta thank you babe for this sex CD

That beat in that track

The harmony of the treble and the base

Brings that feeling

This is what my body needs

Steady beat, on the half steps

He’s taking me there

And I’m going

It doesn’t just make it right

It makes it great

With this sex CD

In the background

It’s only music….

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Just

I love things to be black & white

...even the late "I Love Lucy".

Just doesn't make sense to me

because I can't color well.

And photos...tell me more on the

black-white scale than all the pixels.

Say I don't want you to go

and that's all I should need for you to stay.

Tell me no and mean no.

Then say yes and mean yes.

No loops that repeat over and over

...because loops just go in circles

...no end point or answer.

Many argue about whether black is a color

and many argue whether white is a color

Right now neither matters because I don't want to argue

Pigments and coloring agents just causes confusions

My black and my white are like my north and my south--polar opposites.

The other colors in the middle I don't care about

I tell you I want you and I mean I want you

I tell you I hate gambling and I mean I hate gambling

No reading between the lines

...it's all just black and white.

I make it easy; you don't have to guess.

This is not crayola; I only have two crayons.

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[throwback] FIGHT

(From the perspective of a 12 year old, written back in 1996 in 5 minutes when I was in the 8th grade for Reading class and forgot that I was supposed to do the assignment the previous night. By chance, I got an A on the assignment and this is officially my first poem that I ever wrote. I thought it was appropriate for today being it Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr. Holiday.)

Fighting is like a habit

It sticks with you through life.

You fight for the best,

You fight for your rights.

It came from the beginning

When the Indians found the land.

They fought with the white man

To save their precious man.

It will always stick with us

Fighting 'til we die.

To fight for our children,

To fight for our lives.

This evil will never depart

From our innocent little lives.

So we will always:

Fight, fight, fight, fight.

For what we believe in,

And to the day that we die.

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Living on Island Free

This morning I awoke to the ocean breeze on an island that I have named "Island Free".

When I sat up to look out and think about this new day it was so easy, everything seemed so clear. For a moment, I thought it was all wrong and I asked myself, "How did I get here...here to this place of such peace?" Then I realized, it's because I stopped. I stopped expecting people's emotions and actions. When I stopped expecting people to do something that I wanted them to do, it all became easier. You can't disappoint me when I never placed my hope there. Sure I'd like for people's actions and emotions to be the way I desire, but I will still be okay if it doesn't happen that way. And when a person does say something or do something that I like or makes me smile or makes me feel special or makes a decision in my favor, I know that it is a moment...a moment that I will forever own. You cannot hope in people or hope for people; you can only hope to people so as to transfer this intangible force so one will see the simple joy in life-pleasing one's self. So what makes up you? I know what makes up me. This is why I'm so calm. This is why I'm so at peace. This is why I do what I like, do what I want, live my faith and give my way. I'm having fun because in the end, it's just me who stands...just me alone and my hope is within me and that alone makes me so free. This kind of peace becomes so eerie sometimes but its such a great feeling to always lively live on Island Free.

'Life is not the way it's supposed to be. It's the way it is.
The way you cope with it is what makes the difference.'
~by Edna Ellison~

Curse Words

Sometimes I just have to curse. Of course I have a mediocre lexicon that would sanction me to demean a situation intellectually or express my sentiments about a situation in lucid words to show my disdain, but then the person would be bewildered about what exactly I said and would fail to understand my true emotion.

State of the ACE

Politically Correct for my Daddy

In this world, there is no time for you to waste on nonsense. One must be able to evaluate a situation in order to determine when it does not constitute the energy to engage in an activity. For this very reason, I have perfected nonchalance as an integral part of my aura. My only concern in every moment and in every action is to maintain my state of happiness and alternate the métier that I choose to excel in at the moment. When blended together, I do a great job of achieving them all. In the event, you actually expect me to be moved by your venom filled actions then realize that I am both covered and blessed; your negative vibes do not effect the fact that I am indeed successful anywhere in the Universe.

How I Really Want you to Read it

There's no time for bullshit...that's why it is never that serious...you folks gotta realize that nonchalance really is my steelo...all I'm really concerned about is being in my métier of choice today and maintaining my happiness which I do a damn good job of! If you looking for me to be moved by your actions, think again pimpin! What you try to do to destroy me has no effect on me...it's just fuel to my fire because I have success wherever my presence dwells...just ask my shadow it always follows me...lol

I'm outta here!

Only Speaking Action

Listen I need no formalities, no greetings, no courtesy convo, and no space fillers because of awkward moments. Just give it to me straight and say what you want from the jump. Don't shoot a text with "what's up" and don't make useless calls full of dead air. I am not going to respond at all because I'm done wasting time with the fomarlities. So if you can't come with some realness don't come at all; it would all be useless on your part.


I've known you for too long for the extra stuff. I'm not that random chick from around the way; I'm grown and I'm a lady. Show me what you want from me because it is apparent to me that we don't want the same things. So for you to be sending me messages just to try to keep your face on my mind it is just pointless. I have already made up my mind that there are only two things you can do and these forms of courtesy conversation just ain't the way to get me to talk to you.


Call me selfish, but if you are with her then we have nothing to talk about / Call it my Leo nature, but we as a people would rather give something away then share it. That is why we're so generous at the same time. So if you are truly happy where you are then I have to let you go / Call it my spoiled nature, but I'm the baby girl and I want it my way; that is why I'm Daddy's girl / Call it what ever you like but love is love and that is it.

So you can call me all you like, text me all you want, email me here and there...but there are only two things you can do that will result in actual conversation from me and neither one of those is it. Call it a cliché pimpin' but "actions do speak louder than words" and all I'm speaking now is action.

Haha..yeah action is the only communication that my mind comprehends now because I'm selfish with my speech....

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Everywhere but No Where

"This jot is everywhere, but I am no where living lies."

This may very well have been my laziest month I have ever had in my life. What I consider lazy people would actually not be able to make it through one day. But I needed this break. I was on the grind for so long that once I accomplished my goal I realized how weakened and drained I was. I just wanted to breath and take in the feeling of accomplishment. I’ve been going hard for too many years. So what have I been doing…I’ve been letting the rain drown me and my body has bonded with the Earth. As a result, I have so much to write. There has been a lot to ponder. There is a lot that I still cannot even make out in my head so I know I can't even make sense of it on paper. However, I stay with Nature; so that I can stay clear and the ink will show on portrait.

QUESTION

This jot is no poem just some answers and insight for the world. I’m going to address the questions I’ve received from those who read the things that I write. Questions like, “Are you okay? Why do you want people to know what you think? I think you are trying to find yourself.” and a host of other questions that make me perceive the person’s motives as uncertain because they have no clue whether or not I am borderline insane or crazy. But rest at ease…for me to be this deep it scares the average person and they can only label me as insane or needing help. My response: “Don’t read my words to figure out my soul and who I am. I am only I am."

ANSWER

People experience multiple emotions over the course of the day. I truly believe we have emotions that the English language has no word to yet express it.

I write what is in the atmosphere. I write what comes into my space. I build on the emotions that are in the universe. Every jot I write, builds from something my senses catch a hold to that break into my subconscious giving my conscious the drive to sit still and capture. When I first started this blog I said, “I listen and He writes.”

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Unleashed

From my actions can you tell that I was in a ruthless state? I’m not living a double life; I’m just letting this animal out unleashed. This is the normal internal struggle that is occurring between spirit and self. Calling this state normal almost feels like an oxymoron. At some second of the day every one of us faces the internal struggle about making a decision. How do you not make the rebellious decision? And if by choice you make that decision then what keeps you from total destruction? These thoughts entered my mind after I made the rebellious decision in that second on last Saturday.

I’m not going to tell you what the action was, I just want you to picture the moment when you allowed that animal out unleashed…that moment when you didn’t want to think about your actions because an event occurred that resulted in a state of mind mixed with hurt and laced with revenge. So do you have that moment in your mind? Okay good, because that’s exactly what I did too! You see in reality we don’t want to face the fact that we are hurt instead we would just rather not think about it because it pains our emotion state. Instead we will mask our emotions by letting the animal out unleashed.

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